Trent Reznor Interview.
December 1999 Issue of New Zealandís Rip It Up magazine
Interviewed by Gazzaleano in Munich
Transcribed by Michael James
Trent is on the cover of the magazine, the most popular NZ music magazine,
the magazine came with a 17 song CD sampler for NZ$3.95 approx US$1.50.
G. So how is the tour going so far, its getting glowing reviews.
T. So far its going pretty good, weíve spent a lot of time preparing for
this and its been quite a while since I played live. I wanted a band that
when presented live to be like a real band and not just a studio band thrown
together at the last minute. We have spent a good couple of months just
learning about each other, and I think its turned out really well.
G. Everyone here in New Zealand is really excited that you guys are playing
at the big day out, we all missed out on TDS tour due to injuries (Drummer
Chris Vrenna was concussed accidentally by a flying mike stand that Trent
threw and Robin Fink nearly sliced off a thumb while demolishing a guitar.)
T. (Trent laughs) We are very excited about NZ, I think one of the main
focuses of the touring for this record is taking into consideration that we
are disproportionably big in America versus the rest of the world. I think
the reason for this is we never had the resources for it before. Weíre
really focused on bringing everyone up to speed and doing the work that
needs to be done to get everyone on board.
G. The Fragile is selling really well here, how are you feeling in the wake
of itís release and how does it feel to have it finally finished?
T. I went through a period where I didnít know whether I would get it
finished or whether I even wanted to put anything out. It was a mental
situation I had to get through upon completion of the record, I felt really
proud, I felt great about it and Iím happy to see the positive response Iíve
had. It took me two years to make that record, everyday working in the
studio. The mindset I was in was that I was only concerned about art and
music not about how to sell it to people or whether it was commercial or
not. I tried to make it accessible but at the same time I was just trying
to please myself and make the best piece of music I could at the time. The
tension now skips into touring and trying to support it. I believe in this
record enough that I am willing to do what it takes within reason and within
the boundaries of what I think is appropriate to make this record get
through to people.
G. In some of the reviews I have read for The Fragile, people are calling it
a dark album but I disagree. I would certainly say that about TDS, but I
think The Fragile has its dark moments but there are also a lot of light
moments too.
T. I would agree that TDS was a dark record, a real journey to the bottom.
What happened after that was that we toured it for two years and I did wind
up at the bottom. The fragile was about repair and it has an optimism about
it although I donít think it winds up in any glorious resolution.
G. Like a shedding skin.
T. Yeah its a direct reflection of the last couple of years of my life and
where Iím at with my state of maturity, my mentality and everything else. I
am in a much better place now than where I was after TDS.
G. I guess a lot of people ask you to analyse or explain your lyrics but to
me all the answers are there in the records, itís all there for the world to
see. I think it takes a lot more courage to be vulnerable, to be fragile.
T. Yes I was thinking the same thing myself, its vulnerable on a number of
levels. To me one of the breakthroughs on this record was having the
courage to musically and lyrically display something that wasnít tough or
hard. Itís easy to dismiss from a frail point of view and I wasnít sure if
I wanted to open myself up that way but I realised that was the strongest
statement I could make, the most true.
G. I can still vividly remember when PHM came out. It was a revelation and
it shocked a lot of people. I was listening to stuff like Coil, Neubauten,
Foetus etc. but that album really broke through and made, for want of a
better word, industrial music more accessible.
T. I went through a stage of feeling really bad and guilty for being
successful because all I wanted to be was unknown. I had been touring with
Revolting Cocks and playing guitar for them and then suddenly Iím a pop
star, I felt like I had somehow betrayed myself. But I think what it came
down to was that I grew up in a pretty rural and remote part of
Pennsylvania. I didnít really have any input that was obscure until I went
to college, that was when I realised there was a whole other world of music
out there beyond the 18 years of AM radio Iíd pumped into my head. When I
started to write music I synthesised lots of stuff both consciously and
subconsciously and what came out had choruses, hooks and pop song
structures. In some ways I felt we kinda fucked up a great movement because
when we got big all the major labels in America were like "Who can we sign
up that sounds like NIN?". Ministry, Front 242, Skinny Puppy all got
lucrative deals that placed them in the position of an artist whose got a
lot of money to make a record. Youíre obliged to make it commercially
viable and it fucked a lot of bands up. Itís weird for me to think about
that.
G. Is that why you started the nothing label, it just gets better and better
and I see you recently signed The The. You seem to be supporting a lot of
bands that maybe donít wanna deal with a major label.
T. Well the theory behind Nothing Records is a simple one, we started off
signing to TVT Records which was a terrible label that had no respect or
understanding of the artist. These guys were like "why are you so
depressed, why donít you write music that gets on the radio?" and I was like
"donít mess with my art, donít fuck with me". I finally got to a point with
Broken where I had recorded it before I was done with TVT, I said Iíll never
make another record for you because youíre trying to turn Nine Inch Nails
into dishwashing liquid, when it should be about art and Interscope records
came along and bought us out of that. I didnít know who Interscope were at
the time and I kinda felt like a slave whoíd just been sold to the highest
bidder. I said "OK Iíll make you a record but hereís the conditions; give
me a sum of money and Iíll give you a finished record, a video, artwork,
magazine ads - everything. I donít want any input from you at all - leave
me alone". I also said I wanted to be able to sign bands I like, they said
OK and thatís how Nothing Records was born. We only want to work with
artists that have an idea in their own heads of what they think is right and
they need a place that nurtures and understands them. They have to realise
that there is a really uncomfortable balance between commerce and art, weíll
allow you to do music you want to do but be aware of it, like if you want to
spend half a million dollars on a video and itís someone getting their balls
ground up in a meat grinder, nobody is ever going to see it and itís your
money. Simple things like that, basically creating a barrier between the
bad guys and the artist and I think it really worked in the cas of Marilyn
Manson because the band needed a place where they could gestate and become
what they should be without some shiny suited record exec. asshole telling
them you canít say that or whatever.
G. The stuff youíve done with Bowie is great, whatís it like to not only
meet one of your mentors but also inspire them.
T. I grew up in a world where the people on the TV were on a different
planet. You couldnít get there, you donít know anybody in the world, it was
like an impassable barrier to get to celebrity or whatever.
G. A different planet.
T. A different universe. As Nine Inch Nails took off I got to meet a lot of
the people I really respected. When you meet them you suddenly realise that
what was really good about them was what you yourself as a fan filled in and
you made them up to be something they could never be in real life. I was on
an incredible Bowie fixation on TDS tour and I got a call from him on my
answering machine. "Hi Trent itís David Bowie", I played it to everybody I
knew and I was like, "Oh my God, David Bowie called - David Bowie!". I was
a little afraid to meet him because I thought if he sucks then Iím really
gonna be disillusioned. I met him and much to my surprise, he was
everything I thought he would be and much much more, almost in a mentor
kinda way he said, "I know where youíre at right now, because Iíve been
there, you can get through it and thereís a positive side you know". It was
very inspirational, and although Iím not into ass-kissing, I thought he
seemed really together and at peace with himself and his career - a very
grounded guy.
G. What are you listening to musically right now, what do you find fresh and
original?
T. Iím not really into anything right now, I went through a phase of
listening to Drum and Bass, Jungle and stuff but I got sick of that. Most
rock music to me is so incredibly boring right now that itís ridiculous. I
think that any time humour becomes a major factor of rock music then
somethingís really wrong. I was watching TV today and I saw Beck, Foo
fighters, and a host of other bands all with funny videos, itís not my cup
of tea. Bands like Blink 182 and all that kinda shit, I donít find it
offensive, Iím just glad that Iím not in that band you know! Like how could
I feel good about singing "Pretty Fly For A White Guy" every night? I want
meaning out of music and depth and integrity and sincerity, I aspire to put
that in my own music and I demand it from bands I listen to.
G. You have done some amazing soundtrack work, Is that an area you would
like to pursue more?
T. On the Fragile I realised that when I work on tracks I automatically
create a visual scene or image in my head and then just dress the set with
music, I try really hard to work on the mood and flavour. What I would
probably find the most artistically satisfying right now if David Cronenburg
called me up and said "score a film, donít put pop music in it, actually
score it." I would drop what Iím doing and see if I could do it. ID
software, the guys I did Quake for asked me to work on Quake 3 but it was
kinda like rock songs and it didnít interest me, I told them if youíre ever
going to do something thatís interactive and dark and you need a real
soundtrack then let me know. I would not do another lost highway, Iím tired
of that. Thereís a whorish nature to putting pop music on a soundtrack,
just to make a compilation record to sell. With Natural Born Killers, the
use of music as a collage really intrigued me, it was a lot of work and Iím
really proud of that one.
G. What are your plans after the tour, chill out and relax, recovery?
T. We have another band that is made up of the guys in NIN and itís called
tapeworm. Weíre going to finish that record and I really want to start
another project with a female vocalist. Iíve got a lot of extra material
left over from The Fragile which I really like but I wonít find myself
motivated to go and write lyrics for it, I would like to juxtapose it with a
very soulful type of vocalist, without being safe, a real collision of
genres and sounds.
G. Last question Trent, do you miss your dogs when youíre on tour (Trent has
two dogs, a golden lab called Emmy Lou, and a Weimaraner called Daisy).
T. I was just thinking about that an hour ago today, yes terribly.